I am sitting here in the quiet of the morning , the only noise being my cat Henner playing around my feet. I feel different today than I have in the last few, sometimes it scares me to thinking I will never be any different from I was before . I think this is all for nothing i will just relapse some time and it will be over.

 

Friendship is something truly to grasp and hold tightly when found , as it is few and far in between. I do wish to have met a few of my fellow bloggers , most seem to be as I , searching for truth and friendship the old fashion way …..Earned !!!! I am so happy with my life the way it is …..being sober and recovering to a drug free and nicotine free person . The work situation isn’t great but I will get by somehow…

 

My mind still races to what seems an eternity , and sometimes wins me over…. like staying awake and sorts of things of that nature. Friendships is always on my mind ……I long sometimes …