CLEAR
Copyright 2010 by Judy Unger
Not long ago I was a child, then a young girl,
now I’m even older
A woman so wise, I realize
Life went by quickly, I blinked my eyes
When I grew up, I became sad
Life beat me down; I felt broken
Though it may seem a little extreme
I turned my life around, to follow my dream
I carried on; I lived with heartache
I was so numb; I wasn’t awake
It all changed, I let go of fear
beautiful music I could hear
I opened my eyes, life became clear
As I grow old, I’ll keep my smile
All of my tears gave me compassion
I was asleep; my pain was so deep
I turned my life around; with joy I now weep
I carried on, inside I wept
I cried for the losses I could not accept
It all changed, I let go of fear
beautiful music I could hear
I opened my eyes, life became clear
I celebrate; it’s never too late
To turn your life around
No reason to wait
I carried on, I lived with heartache
I was so numb, I wasn’t awake
It all changed, I let go of fear
beautiful music I could hear
I opened my eyes, life became clear
When my life ends, I won’t be afraid
I’m grateful for the gift I was given
I celebrate, it’s never too late
I turned my life around, got up off the ground
happiness I found
No reason to wait
My song “Clear” was composed exactly one year ago.
I feel like my life is a musical. For three decades, I lived with a lot of sadness, but when I rediscovered my music and songwriting – I found joy again. My songs played throughout my day and told the story of my life.
My song Clear was particularly inspiring. I might have achieved the clarity I wrote about in my song, but it took far more than that to change my life.
Overcoming and letting go of fear was my greatest challenge. But I did it. I was able to move forward to change my life.
Wish me luck in 2013, as I embark on a new life. I am living on my own for the first time after ending my 31-year marriage.
Clicking the blue link plays my song:
CLEAR-12/29/12 Copyright 2011 by Judy Unger
© 2012 by Judy Unger, http://www.myjourneysinsight.com and 20 Lines A Day. Unauthorized use and/or duplication of this material without express and written permission from this blog’s author and/or owner is strictly prohibited. Excerpts and links may be used, provided that full and clear credit is given to Judy Unger with appropriate and specific direction to the original content.



December 31, 2012 at 10:41 pm
Bravo for your courage, the journey you have achieved is enormous. My father died when I was 15 and I’m not sure if I ever recovered from that grief. I wish you a very happy new year and all the best for 2013 !! Cheers,
Antoine
January 1, 2013 at 12:39 am
Thank you so much for your comment, Antoine. I am so sorry for the loss of your father – he died too young. If you are not sure that you’ve recovered, it’s probably true. I don’t believe there is recovery from grief. I consider it “adjustment.” It takes a lot of effort to reach that place. I appreciate very much your encouragement. I do feel it was enormous. Here’s to both of us for 2013!
January 25, 2013 at 11:42 am
Sorry about the delay, I didn t see your comment. I think you re right, it takes time to adjust. Thank you for your precious words. Speak to you soon, Antoine
January 25, 2013 at 11:52 am
I’m guessing that your father’s death shaped your life more than any other event. His influence continues to this day. Isn’t it amazing that something so horrible could end up having an effect that is inspiring. I’m imagining you’re very sensitive to grief and reach out to help others, just as I have.
January 1, 2013 at 6:55 am
I wish you all the best in you new life–hope it all becomes clear–