sometimes I miss you , the more I learn the more I didn’t understand what the meaning was. Am I expected to know at all times just what the meaning was meant to be. Change from day to day kept me in the dark as to what I was meant to be or do. I do understand now as what I didn’t know and why I didn’t act the way that was meant.
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self interpretation
rain and wind
while you shine
standing alone
while they cheer
two words
turning to concrete
standing alone
with everyone near
December poetry challenge by rezichfamilykitchen
20 Lines A Day - Poem about “December”
December
Oh December
You’re such a contradiction
Darkness falls early
on cold dreary days
Gloomy
Gray
Colorless
Depressing
And then
like magic
it begins
Slowly color appears
in the form of twinkling lights
frosted windows
glowing candles
up and down the street
Color speckled all around
like paint on the painters pallet
Crisp nights
the air is seasoned
with the smell of burning wood
And with children
adults
even those who don’t like it
silently wish for a December snow fall
A beautiful white blanket
to cover the ground
and rooftops
And then
as quickly as it appears
and as December comes to an end
the colors begin to fade
and disappear
into the cold
dreary days
of winter
December
December is my favorite time of year
full snowing skies with the sight of deer
the hustle and bustle of stores and streets
to decorated windows and nice warming treats
the air is filled with anticipation and hope
sledders are searching for their favorite slope
December is my favorite time of year
soon on the 25th Saint Nick will appear
bringing all children of the world his great joy
the luckiest of ones receive a nice toy
December is here for 31 days
for me it just continues to amaze
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December poetry challenge
December’s almost here. I thought we could bring it in with a poetry challenge …….Please write a poem about our favorite month of all …
December
Please post all poems on the 20 lines blog or to the comments section of this post, and one of us will post to the blog for you……Have Fun!!
darkness falls
as darkness falls I look and I see
death and disease is still wanting me
been used by this world , then all thrown away
I fight to get back my life on this day
my anticipation defaulted, to precursor times
now black clouds block, my thinking and mind
begging for boredom to shed from my skin
fear keeps me motionless , now from within
as darkness falls I look and I see
these doses I take have taken over me
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alone
never wanted to be alone
light from the eye’s always shone
body’s spelling love front to rear
In a loving voice it softly appears
interference’s from others break ,
innocent hearts , like a retake .
jealousy never has a place ,
when love is such a true embrace
Monday November 19 2012....the hardest part is the waiting ....
Reblogged from timzauto.... in search of the blond haired kid:
I'm here and here I am .....Today as always I don't need to use today ( it's now been almost 10 months clean and 9 without cigarettes ) . I have been confronted with several problems lately .... the biggest is boredom . Thats right I am now bored with the recovery I'm in. The total lack of a social life is bearing pressure on my mind.
shallow nights…
My nights are shallow , need to make that leap
I fight all night , but still can’t sleep
Next thing I know my mind is screaming
Feels so real , but I think I’m dreaming
When I think my dreams come unsurpassed
I’m dreaming again , about my past
Thoughts of things , wont go away
Buried til I sleep , then they play
I wake to hair and pillow all wet
Then my dreams they all reset
Thanks for reading …Remember Please like , comment and share..Thanks timzauto
Falling deep
Thoughts of you haunt my dreams
full-fledged sorrow , to fading extremes
want our lives to be more than most
now our togetherness is only a ghost
time goes on , falling deeper in mind
positive influences I’m starting to find
unplugging my life , all that I knew
the hardest I’ve done , I’m almost through
dark getting brighter , the more that I pray
now I have help , to show me the way
morning air
morning air
is what I need
this restless life
I want to bleed
mind is stuck
to past events
when all I have
is good intents
futures bleak
as I can see
sometimes I wish
I wasn’t me
that’s when
I look up to the sky
I pray to Jesus
and ask him why
looking for
an answer soon
for depressed in life
I’m not immune
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Beliefs are mine
I need sometimes to kneel and talk
beliefs are mine and not to balk
thankful for the light of day
even when the sky is gray
I need sometimes to kneel and talk
I’m thankful for to stand and walk
our armed forces which keep us free
and the lightest wind that blows a tree
I need sometimes to kneel and talk
beliefs are mine and not to balk
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