rain and wind
while you shine
standing alone
while they cheer
two words
turning to concrete
standing alone
with everyone near
rain and wind
while you shine
standing alone
while they cheer
two words
turning to concrete
standing alone
with everyone near
December is my favorite time of year
full snowing skies with the sight of deer
the hustle and bustle of stores and streets
to decorated windows and nice warming treats
the air is filled with anticipation and hope
sledders are searching for their favorite slope
December is my favorite time of year
soon on the 25th Saint Nick will appear
bringing all children of the world his great joy
the luckiest of ones receive a nice toy
December is here for 31 days
for me it just continues to amaze
as darkness falls I look and I see
death and disease is still wanting me
been used by this world , then all thrown away
I fight to get back my life on this day
my anticipation defaulted, to precursor times
now black clouds block, my thinking and mind
begging for boredom to shed from my skin
fear keeps me motionless , now from within
as darkness falls I look and I see
these doses I take have taken over me
never wanted to be alone
light from the eye’s always shone
body’s spelling love front to rear
In a loving voice it softly appears
interference’s from others break ,
innocent hearts , like a retake .
jealousy never has a place ,
when love is such a true embrace
morning air
is what I need
this restless life
I want to bleed
mind is stuck
to past events
when all I have
is good intents
futures bleak
as I can see
sometimes I wish
I wasn’t me
that’s when
I look up to the sky
I pray to Jesus
and ask him why
looking for
an answer soon
for depressed in life
I’m not immune
I need sometimes to kneel and talk
beliefs are mine and not to balk
thankful for the light of day
even when the sky is gray
I need sometimes to kneel and talk
I’m thankful for to stand and walk
our armed forces which keep us free
and the lightest wind that blows a tree
I need sometimes to kneel and talk
beliefs are mine and not to balk
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wind slowly blowing
the only noise is a tear
knowing not where were going
we try to face this fear
pain in the past,
we’ll soon never forget
questions we ask
avoided when we met
rain slowly falling
drowning out that tear
I hear your love calling
it’s always been this near
there’s dirt on the floor ,
cold in the air
the water don’t work ,
their health is fair
there’s dirt on the floor
not enough to eat
bedrooms full of blankets
enough to cover our feet
there’s dirt on the floor
not enough heat
still very thankful
for the lord we will meet
The day sits still ,
escaping at its will
reality is slipping
as minds racing and flipping
looking through lights blinding
while minds keep winding
sliding and spinning
who’s really winning .
fighting the dark my evil isn’t out
lack of purpose , make’s me shout
strolling through memory’s all lined in gold
frustrating me now , future’s on hold
moods are all calm , but sense’s are high
healing and learning can’t all be implied
sickness has plagued , my sickness swells
the devil is in me , I’m under his spells
this monster will lose , sure to take time
up to this point I’ll make this life mine

She walked in the door , the air was drenched with smoke. She nodded his way and he motioned for her to come back to his room . How much he said with a straight face …..he was all business. She looked in her hand …..all I have is 50…..he opened up a drawer and threw a package at her …he looked at her and said drop the money and get out !
She rushed home so she could enjoy her recent purchase of dope . Megan was 19 and already a prostitute with a drug problem. Megan has tried several times to quit , with no success she has graduated to heroin at 120.00 dollars a day.
The holiday season was upon her again and adding stress to her already stressful life. Joan was Megan’s mother , she loved Megan and tried to help with her problem . Joan gave up on Megan the last time she relapsed and stole from her home. Joan moved her from their home to an apartment, but she just ran unsupervised there.
The next day was Wednesday before Thanksgiving , Megan was broke. She got dressed and headed out the door to find some money. Megan walked for what seemed like days and found nothing. She almost gave up when all of a sudden he pulled up in the car.
To be continued……. Thanks for reading …please like , comment and share

The day after the storm… never would have known it hit…….